Labarin Sumayya Mai Tsananin Sha'awan Namiji

Zaune nake kan kujera a falo, ga TV tana aiki na
kunna film ina kallo, jarumin da jarumar suna rawa suna wakar
soyayya. Ba wakar nake saurare ba kuma ba film din nake
kallo ba. Hankalina yana kan jarumin, yanda yake juya
jikinshi, yake rawa yana fitar da sautin kalaman soyayya
daga bakin shi, zuciyata na fada min ina ma haka baban
Khalifa zai dinga yi man, da bazan kalla ko wanne namiji ba
da sunan sha’awa.
Nayi nisa cikin tunanin da nake ban ankara ba kawai
sai naji ina taka ruwa bisa kafet din falo, na duba inga waya zubar
man da ruwa a falo. Abun da na gani ya kara sani
cikin
damuwa, daga kallon jarumin har sha’awar da nake ji
takai ni ga fidda ruwa daga gindi na ban ankare ba ya gangaro
kasa. Wayyo ni Sumayya yazanyi da raina, gaskiya
ina
bukatar namiji.
Mijina baban Khalifa yana wadatar dani da komai na rayuwa, daga sutura, ci da sha, yan aiki har zuwa
muhalli,
babu inda baya kokari. Idan akazo maganar
kwanciya kuma,
gwarzon namiji ne dan bazan manta daren mu na
farko ba; Ya matso kusa dani yace “amarya kinsha kamshi” na
kara
sunkuyar da kaina cikin kunya, yau gani a dakin
masoyina.
Ya jawo ni jikinshi yana shafa man gadon bayana tare
da sumbatar fuskana. Cikin hikima yasa hannu ya cire
man
mayafina, a hankali yasa hannu ya jawo fuskata
muka hada
ido nayi murmushi, ya dora harshen shi bisa lebena,
ya tura harshen shi ciki bakina a hankali yana tsotsan
harshena.
Naji jikina yana kyarma, nonuwa na suka fara kaikayi,
yana
cikin tsotsan baki na sai naji ya bude zip din rigata,
dama bansa rigar nono ba saboda rigar ta matseni gam.
Yasa
hannuwan shi bisa nonuwa na masu kaikayi gashi
kan su ya
miqe kamar botirin riga, naji yace “ash! Sumy
nonuwan ki taushi sosai, oh” na qara narkewa a jikin shi, ban
ankara ba
naji ya kwantar dani kan gado, yasa bakinshi bisa
nonuwana
yana tsotsa kamar yana shan alewa. Cikin jindadi
nake ta fadin ah! Wash! Sai naji gindina yana wani irin zugi
tare da
fitar da ruwa kamar an bude pampo. Na dinga matse
kafafuna, gashi ina bukatar yaci ni amma na kasa
fada masa
saboda kunya, shi kuma ya dauke wuta yana ta tsotsar
nonuwa na yana kara rikitani. Dana ji na kasa jurewa,
a
hankali cikin dabara sai nasa hannu cikin wandon shi,
sai da
gabana ya fadi, naji hannuna bisa wani abu me tauri kamar
icce kamar katako ban iya ganewa, ga tsawo mara
misaltuwa, naji kan burar shi na fitar da wani ruwa
me
yauki wanda nayi amfani dashi wajen shafa burar ina
luliyata. Naji maigida yana wani gurnani kamar zaki sai ya
mike tsaye, cikin hanzari ya tube riga, wandon kuma
dama
na kwance shi kawai sai yayi kasa da kanshi.
Masoyina ya
hau kan gadon ya kwance man zani, kafin ya aje zanin gefe
guda har na cire pant. A lokacin na samu damar
kallon
burar shi tapkekiya bazan iya misaltata ba. Yasa
hannun shi
bisa gindina wanda yasha aski fes kamar kumatun jariri, sai
yauki yake ya fitar da ruwa. A lokacin na tuna kawata
Saratu
da take ban labarin darenta na farko yanda sahibinta
ya
mata cin rashin mutunci, na tuna yanda naje gidanta washegarin angoncin su, yanda naga tana tafiya a
gwale
tana dingishi. Gabana ya fadi, ina tsoron abunda zai
taba
man lafiya ta gashi a rikice nake inada bukatar inji
wannan dadin da aka dade ana bani labarinshi.
Masoyina ya kwanta bisa ni tare da sumbatar kumatu
na,
na rintse ido ina jiran inji an caka man bura, sai naji
yana
bude man gindi a hankali cikin bajinta har saida burar shi ta
nitse lutsum cikin lambu na, sai yayi sama tare da
zarewa,
bata fita ba duka naji ya qara maidawa tare da wani
irin
sautin ‘chakal’ daya fito daga gindi na, haka ya dinga gwatso, yana shiga yana fita ‘chakal chakal chakal’ a
lokacin
ban san duniyar da nake ba. Wani irin dadi ke ratsa
illahirin
jikina, can naji marata ta daure naji wani irin zugi ban
san lokacin dana riqe shi gam ba ina ihu, wani rin ruwa na
fita
daga gindina ina kyarma, ban gama kyarma ba naji
yana
wani irin gurnani sai naji wani dumi cikin gindina ashe
ya kawo kenan, ashe dama haka ake ji in aka kawo
wani irin
dadi kamar zan bar duniya.
Har yau ban manta daren mu na farko da sauran
ranakun
amarcinmu wanda ba a qara maimaita irin su ba. Baban
Khalifa dan kasuwa ne, baya zama gida sai dare yayi
yake
dawowa, daya dawo sai yace ya gaji, yana cin abinci
sai
bacci. Yau sati biyu kenan ko rungumata baiyi ba balle maganar sumbata ko yace zai ci ni. Idan na matsa
mashi sai
ya jawoni jikin shi ya kwance zanina ya tura burar shi
cikin
gindina, babu wasa, babu shafa nono, babu kalamai
masu dadi, yana fara ci bai yin minti biyar ya kawo, yayinda
a
lokacin nake fara jin dadin cin sai ya koma ya kwanta,
sai
bacci. Wani lokaci in na matsu sai dai insa yatsa na
cikin gindina inci kaina har in kawo. A dalilin haka har naje
wajen
wata kawata ta bani burar roba wadda nake boyewa
kullum
ina cin kaina da ita. Amma bana gamsuwa, namiji
nake bukata, ina son burar gaske, ina bukatar wanda zaiyi
wasa
dani sosai sannan yaci gindina har sai na bashi haquri
ya
daina.
Nayi zurfi cikin wannan tunanin sai naji sallamar makwabciyarmu, Mero matar soja, haka ake kiranta
cikin
unguwar mu. Ta shigo ta iske ni a falo zaune, ta zauna
muka gaisa sai tace “yau kuma TV ake kallo ba hoto
haka”,
sai a lokacin na gane cewa film din da nake kallo ya kare a
lokacin ina duniyar tunani. Nace mata “tunanin duniya
ya
dauke ni ban ma san ya kare ba, bari in kawo maki
ruwa”.
Na tashi na dauko mata ruwan sha, bayan na dawo sai Mero
ke tambayata “wannan ruwan fa akan kujera kamar
pampo
ya kwance?” Na kalli inda na tashi sai nace mata ruwa
ne ya
zube, na bata ruwa tasha na koma na zauna a kan kujera.
Bayan ta gama shan ruwan sai ta kalleni tace ” Sumy
fuskar
ki fa akwai damuwa” nace mata “babu komai fa” sai
tayi
murmushi tace “da ace ke karamar yarinya ce da sai ince
fitsari kikayi a zaune, amma ruwan dake bisa
duwawun ki a
bayan zanen ki da wanda yake bin kafar ki ko zaki iya
bayanin su?”
Na kalle ta nayi murmushi, Mero makwabciyarmu ce, wadda
shekarunmu zai zo daya da ita, mijinta soja ne wanda
baya
zama sosai sai karshen wata haka ko bayan wasu
watanni
yake zuwa gida. Mun shaqu sosai da ita har shawarar juna
muke nema wani lokacin, sai naga wannan dama ce
ta in
tattauna matsalata da ita kila akwai shawarar da zata
bani.
Na kwashe matsalata gaba daya na sanar da ita, da kuma
irin matsananciyar sha’awar dake damuna kullum.
Mero ta kwashe da dariya har da kwanciya kan
kujera tana
dariya da hawaye, na kalli Mero nace a raina
“wannan wane hauka ne haka kamar tasha kwaya”. Sai da ta gama
dariyarta sosai ta isheta, sannan ta kalleni tace “dama
na
dade da sanin kina da wannan matsalar domin har
idanun
ki suna baiyana sha’awar ki lokuta da dama, ban maki
magana bane saboda kar kice na shiga sabgar da ba
ruwana, amma da kin nemi shawarata in kuma zaki
yi aiki
da ita ai da tuni sai dai kiba wasu labari”. Nace “Mero
ni babu shawarar da bazan dauka ba indai zan samu
biyan
bukata, in dai zan samu gamsuwa daga burar namiji
to a
shirye nake ko menene”. Tace “zaki iya yin ko
menene kin tabbata?” Na gyada kai.
Mero tace “rabon Sani soja da cina wata hudu kenan,
kina
ganin haka nake zama inta fama da sha’awa har sai
lokacin
da yaga damar dawowa gida? Tab! Ai bazan iya ba. Idan ya
tafi ya kan barni cikin wahala da damuwa saboda
sha’awa
har kwana nake ina kuka ina tunanin inda zan samu
gamsuwa, na dade ina tunanin inba maigadin mu
dama ya maye gurbin mijina a yayin da bayanan amma ina
tsoron yin
harka da wanda ya san ni yasan yanuwana, wanda
yanuwana suka sani, saboda gudun randa za a samu
matsala ya tona man asiri ko a zarge shi in yana kusa.
Ana cikin haka sai na hadu da wata mata takwarata, Maryam Jabiru a facebook, muna gaisawa haka sosai,
sai
wataran nake bata labarin matsala ta, tace man ita
ma ta
taba fama da wannan matsalar kwanakin baya
amma yanzu ita kam zam zam, bata yin kwana biyu bata samu
biyan
bukata ba. Tace man in duba shafukan dake hada
alaka ta
facebook domin anan ta samu farin cikinta a lokacin
da take bukata. Ta bani sunan wani dandalin sugar mummies
connection me suna NECTAR CLUB. Tace in masu
magana ta
message, kar in kuskura inyi posting a shafin su
saboda
sirrina. Na tuntube su, na masu bayanin abinda nake bukata da sirrin da nakeso a samar man.
Anan aka hadani da Salman, yaro dan shekara 23, ga
kwazo
da hikima. Yaron da duk in ya fara cin gindina sai nayi
hawayen dadi, ga kalaman soyayya yana furta man.
Ni ko me zanyi in ban kyautata ma Salman ba? Bana barin
shi da
matsalar rashin kudi, kyauta kala kala duk sanda na
samu
hali in bashi. Idan ina bukatar gamsuwa dana kira shi
a waya zai zo gida a matsayin danuwana, yazo ya
biyaman
bukata har sai na gaji. Randa kuma gidan keda
mutane in
nemi hotel mu hadu a can.”
Mero tayi ajiyar zuciya tace”to Sumy kinji yanda nake samun
farin ciki na da hanyar dana samu, shawarar kenan in
zaki
iya gwadawa, gaki kyakyawa wadda dole yaro ya
rude in ya
ganki ko ba kudi sai ya ci ki balle kuma ga kudi da kyauta
da zaki kara saye mashi zuciya dasu. Na dauko
wayata nayi
saving sunan dandalin da Mero ta ban labari nace zan
yi
tunani akan maganar. Muna zaune sai wayar Mero tayi ringing, tana dubawa
tayi
dariya tace “kinga masoyin kwarai nan, dama kiran
shi nake
jira, yau qannen soja sunzo nace mashi mu hadu a
Nectar hotel, ina tunanin har ya isa can bari in tafi.” Ta tashi
tare
da amsa wayar. Nayi mata rakiya kofar gida na dawo
na
zauna ina tunanin maganar Mero.
[7:27am, 28/12/2016] gentle boy: Na shiga daki na tsaya
gaban madubi nayi tsirara ina kallon kaina, tabbas
maganar
Mero gaskiya ne na hadu son kowa kin wanda ya
rasa. Na
kalli fuskata yanda take kyakyawa, dama ni ba baqa bace
amma ban kai can fara ba ina tsakiya, na kalla
nonuwa na
manya, kowanne yayi girman kan yaro, dan ma
shekaru sun
fara ja, na kusa kai talatin da biyar yanzu. Na kalla qugu na
gashinan cike dam gwanin sha’awa, na kalla gindina
wanda
bana barinshi da gashi ko kadan, yana ta naso daga
ruwan
dana fitar dazu wanda har yanzu bai bushe ba sai ma wani
sabon ruwa da naji yana taruwa a ciki, na soka yatsa
ciki
naji wani zurrr! na dadi. Na juya baya na kalla
malmalallun
duwawuna, gasu nan manya wadanda tun ina budurwa
nake rikita samari dasu in suna kadawa. “Lallai na isa
mace
kuma zan dau shawarar Mero domin samun
gamsuwa” nace
a raina. Na maida kayana na tafi kicin domin hada ma yara
da maigida abinci, amma can kasan zuciyata tunanin
gamsuwar da zan samu nake a raina.
Na kammala girki da sauran aikace aikacen gida
namu na
mata, na kimtsa yara kowannen su ya kwanta yayi bacci,
qarfe 9 tayi. Gidan ya rage daga ni sai jiran maigida ya
dawo, na shiga yin wanka domin in tsala ma maigida
kwalliya kamar yanda na saba kullum. Na shiga
kewaye zan
rufe kofa kenan sai na tuna nayi mantuwa, na koma cikin
dakina na bude durowa, na kalle ta kwance a miqe,
burar
robar nan tana taimaka man, gata doguwa, baqa, ga
kauri,
sai dai kash! Ni zanci kaina da ita babu wanda zai cini, kuma
burar bata gaskiya bace ta roba ce.
Na dauke ta na koma kewaye domin yin wanka,
dama zani
ne jikina, na cire kayan tun daki. Na kwance zani, na
shiga kwamin wanka me dauke da ruwan zafi. Na kwanta
cikin
ruwan, dumin shi na ratsa jikina, fatata tana qara
laushi da
sakewa cikin ruwan me dumi. Na sa hannuwa na ina
shafa jikina wanda na faro daga dokin wuya, na gangaro
zuwa
nonuwana, ina shafa kan nonona naji illahirin jikina ya
amsa, kan nonon ya tashi sosai yana buqatar tsotsa
da
kulawa, nasa hannuwa na biyu nayi wasa da nonuwa na cike
da shauki har sai da naji gindina na kuwwa yana
neman
agajin bura. Na kai hannu na shafa zagayen belin
gindina
wanda naji ya tashi sosai kamar yatsan jariri, na taba belin
a hankali, naji wani shokin din dadi na dabaibaye
jikina, ina
ta wasa da shi har sai da naji gindina ya rikice, yana
amayo
da ruwa galan galan, na tura yatsu biyu cikin lambuna,
wayyo! Tamkar nasa hannu cikin abinda bazan iya
misaltawa
ba, ga dumi ga ruwa tako ina yana fitowa. Na kasa
jurewa,
yatsun sunyi qaranta, bura nake buqata tafkekiya domin
samun biyan buqata, na hanzarta dauko burar robar
dana
ajiye gefe na, ina kyarma na soka burar cikin gindina,
tare
da rufe ido ina tunanin jarumin film din dana kalla dazu a
matsayin mamallakin wannan bura, ina zarota ina
maidawa,
ina tunanin shine ke gwatso bisa ni, ina zarowa ina
turawa
da qarfi tare da sauti me rikitarwa! Zukul! Zukul! Zukul!
Sautin dake fita daga leben gindina kenan. Bakina na
huci
jikina na kyarma har saida naji cikina ya daure, naji
wutar
dake kaina ta dauke, na runtse idanu tare da ganin wani
haske ya ratsa man tamkar hasken tocila cikin duhu,
nayi
wani irin zillo tare da fitar da qara daga bakina, uban
gayyar
kuma na can qasa wanda burar roba ta cika dam! Wato
gindi me dauke da ni’ima yana ta furzas da ruwa.
Nayi ajiyar zuciya, na zaro burar robar daga gindina,
na
sumbaceta, raina cike da takaicin ina gamsar da kaina
babu agajin namiji, wanda ba son raina bane, nafi son inji
ana
luguiguitani ana wasa dani kafin in kawo, amma ya
zanyi
wanda ya samu dashi ake amfani.
Na canza ruwan wanka, nayi wanka na wanke jikina tsaf! Na
fito daki, nasa kaya tare da tsara kwalliyata kamar
amarya,
na kalli kaina a madubi naga duk wata haduwa da
ya’mace
zatayi nayi, babu namijin da zai ganni burar sa bata amsa
ba, amma wai baban Khalifa sai ya kalle wannan
ni’ima
dana tara ya kauda kai, ya kwanta yana minshari,
mtsw!
Ina zaune a falo ina kallo wajen qarfe 11, naji shigowar
mota da rufe get, jim kadan sai ga maigida ya shigo
tare da
sallama kamar kullum. Na tashi cikin annashuwa naje
na
tarbe sa tare rungumar sa, bayan nan na amsa kayan daya
shigo dasu na kaisu inda ya dace, na dawo falo na
zuba
mashi abinci, yana ci muna hira. Bayan ya gama
kimtsawa
yayi wanka, wajen 12 saura muka nufi makwancin mu, ya
riga ni isa daki, domin na tsaya kimtsa gidan.
Lokacin dana iso dakin har ya hau gado ya kwanta,
jallabiya
ce jikin shi, na tsaya na kare mashi kallo daga sama
har qasa, ina zuwa daidai qugun shi na kalli burar shi
yanda
sawun ta ya fita ta jikin jallabiyar yanda tabi jikin shi
ta
kwanta, gatanan tubarkallah saidai ban amfana da
ita. Daga kallon burar naji har jikina ya amsa, wata sabuwar
sha’awa
na taso man, na hanzarta na cire kayana tsaf! Na saka
rigar
bacci me baiyana surar jikina wanda bansa komai a
qasa ba, na kashe wuta na hau gado, na dora kaina bisa kirjin
maigida nasa hannu ina shafa burar shi ta bisa
jallabiya ina
qoqarin miqar da ita. Sai naji ya riqe man hannu, yace
man
“kin san yanda nake wahala wajen aiki da neman na abinci,
banda wani kuzari da zan gamsar dake yanzu, ki bari
in
huta kinga da sassafe zan fita, kiyi haquri Sumyna
kinji” bai
jira amsata ba ya juya ya bani baya. Raina ya baci, zuciyata na tafarfasa inajin kamar in
zazzaga
mashi masifa ayi wadda za ayi cikin daren, in ma
sakina zai
yi ya sakeni in samu wanda zai dinga gamsar dani
koma ina ne. Ina cikin tunani kala kala sai naji maigida ya fara
minshari, duk abinda nake qunsawa a rai bai dame
shi ba
ma.
Ina tunanin mafita, sai na tuna shawarar da Mero
matar soja ta bani, na tashi zaune ina neman wayata, na
tuna a
falo na barta, na miqe na fita falo nabar gogan nata
minshari a daki. Na zauna falo tare da bude wayar,
rabon
da in hau facebook har na manta, dama ban cika hawa
sosai ba, sai jefi jefi. Na bude account dina, ga
sakwanni
nan rututu amma ba ta su nake ba.
Ban mance sunan dandalin da Mero ta fada man wato
Nectar club, na binciko su, naga ire iren abubuwan da suke
yi da yanda hidimarsu ke tafiya. Na tuna Mero tace
sako zan
masu ta message kar inyi posting a shafin, na bude
wajen
sako, na miqa masu gaisuwata tare da jinjina, na baiyana
masu buqatata ta samun namiji jarumi me kwazo a
fagen
sarrafa mace da jiyar da ita dadi, namiji wanda yasan
sirrin
sarrafa burar shi cikin gindi, wanda ya iya tuqa gindin mace
tamkar yana tuka tuwo da muciya. Na tura saqon
babu
fargaba a raina, ba ai minti biyar ba sai na ga amsa,
nace a
raina wadannan kamar basu bacci dai, har na samu amsa
ko dan dare ne. Na duba naga sunce akwai duk
abinda na
bayyana ina da bukata, suka fada man yanda tsarinsu
yake
da duk abubuwan da ya dace ayi wanda babu tona sirrina
ko kadan a ciki.
Suka turo man hotunan samari wadanda suke a cikin
garinmu, na kalle su, gaba daya samarin kyawawa
son
kowa, da alama zasu yi kwazo a gado, na dade ina nazari
kafin na zabi daya nace ya kwanta man in zai samu
shi
nake so. Suka ce man zuwa gobe komai zai kammalu,
muka
tsara komai da Nectar club. Sannan na rufe wayar na tafi
daki domin kwanciya.
Washegari kamar kullum dai, komai ya tafi yanda ya
saba
maigida ya fita, yara sun tafi makaranta, na zauna
gida ni kadai jim. Na fito nayi yan aikace aikace na kamar
kullum,
na kammala, na koma daki na qara runtsawa na dan
lokaci
kafin lokacin girkin rana.
Wajen qarfe 3 na kammala komai har na dan fita naje na
dawo kenan. Ina zaune a falo, sai na dauko wayata
na shiga
facebook, na tarar da saqon Nectar club na jirana,
kamar
yanda muka tsara komai ya kammalu, an turo man lambar
saurayin dana buqata wato Lukman. Nayi masu
godiya tare
da saving number din Lukman, na hau kan lambar ina
kokarin danna kira, gabana na faduwa ina jin dar dar
dar! Na daure na latsa kira, ringing biyu naji an dauka.
Wata
tattausar murya me rikitarwa akace “Hello” na dan yi
jim,
sannan nace “Hi” muka gaisa sai nace “Lukman nake
nema” ya amsa da cewa “eh kin same shi” “okay, sunana
Sumayya,
Nectar club suka ban lambar” na fada, sai yace “oh
Hajiya
Sumayya, tabbas dazu munyi magana dasu sun sanar
dani zaki neme ni. Tun dazu nake jiran kiran dama sun man
bayanin buqatar ki, babu abinda zai gagara”. Daga
nan
muka dan taba hira dai, yaro me hankali da iya lafazi,
mukayi dashi jibi zamu hadu in na fita zan kira shi in
sanar dashi inda zamu hadu.
Murnar ganin Lukman wanda mun shaqu dashi cikin
kwana
biyun nan yasa har na manta da maigida, ban qara
matsa
mashi ba akan yacini in zamu kwanta. Kullum sai dai musha
hirar mu da Lukman in zanyi wanka inci kaina da
boyayyiyar
burar robar da nake da ita, cikin haka har ranar da
muka
tsara haduwa tayi. Da yamma wajen qarfe biyar na tsara kwalliya, na
fesa
turare, na wanku sosai kamar budurwa ko ma ince
nafi
wata budurwar haduwa. Na shiga motata na nufi
wata unguwa hanyar bayan gari inda ba jama’a sosai, na
samu
karkashin wata bishiya na faka motata.
Ina kashe mota naji ringing a waya, na duba kiran,
sunan
‘Luk’ ya fito a kan wayar, na amsa cikin murya me jan hankali “Hello yan samari” “Antina ni kadai” ya amsa,
ya
qara da cewa “na iso wajen da muka tsara amma
naga
kamar baki zo ba”, nace “na iso mana, kaine tsaye da
gilashi a ido, kasa farar riga koh” ya amsa “eh tabbas nine”
nayi
murmushi tare da cewa “kalla gabanka ga jar mota
nan,
tana da tinted glass, ina ciki kawai ka bude gefen
pasinja ka shigo, bana son fitowa saboda tsaro”.
Ya iso wajen motar, ya shigo ya zauna tare da cire
gilashin
dake idon shi, ya maqala shi jikin riga. Na kalle shi
sosai,
yaro ne wanda ba zai wuce shekara 23 ba zuwa 24, a kalla
zan bashi kusan shekara 10 zuwa 11. Kyakyawa ne
daidai
gwargwado, ga tsawo me daukar hankalin mata,
“babu laifi
Lukman namiji ne a ido, sai dai kuma a gado fa? Sai an gwada za a gane” nace a raina.
Bayan mun gaisa sai shiru ya biyo baya na dan wani
lokaci,
na katse shirun da cewa “saboda ban san wa zai
ganni ba in
na fito shiyasa nace ka shigo mota” yace “eh gaskiya ne,
nima hakan naga yafi tunda komai tsakaninmu zai
zama sirri
bai kamata a ganmu tare ba ma”. Nayi murmushi
nace
“hakane, baka ban labarin bajintar ka da kwazon da ka man
alqawari ba Yan samari” ya amsa da cewa “Antina
kenan, ai
tunanin irin dadin da zan jiyar dake nake, domin tunda
na
shigo motar nan, na kalle ki gaba daya na rude, burata duk
ta rikice, ta miqe sosai, dan har wani diga take yi
yanzu
haka” “au kuma shine baka fada man ba, nuna man
mu
gani” na fada tare da miqa hannuna bisa wandon shi ina
shafa burar shi wadda naji ta tsaye cak! Na zage zip
din
wandon na tura hannu ciki na cafke ta, naji tayi wani
zillo a
hannuna, na fiddo ta waje tana zillo. Burar Lukman tana da girma sosai, bata kai ta
maigidana
tsawo ba amma tana da girma gata nan gwanin
sha’awa.
Ina cikin shafa burar naji Lukman ya dora
hannuwanshi bisa kirjina, yana shafa nonuwana, ya miqo da fuskar sa
kusa da
tawa, wadda na fahimci nufin shi tare da miqa mashi
tawa
fuskar, ya dora bakinshi bisa nawa yasa harshensa
cikin baki na tare da tsotsan harshena. Muna sumbatar juna,
hannuna
na bisa burar shi ina wasa da ita, ga hannuwanshi
cikin
rigata yana ta matsa man nonuwa yana wasa dasu
tare da rikita ni.
Ana cikin haka naji gindina ya fara jiqewa yana
neman
kulawa, na fara matse kafafuwa, ashe Lukman ya
kula, cikin
salon soyayya ya cire hannunshi daya daga kan nono na,
yayi qasa dashi tare da shafa cibiyata, yana sauka
qasa har
naji ya tura hannun shi cikin siket dina. A hankali ya
fara
shafa man gindi yana wasa da belin gindina wanda ya miqe
sosai yana kaikayi, ya cigaba da shafa man gindi da
hannuwanshi masu taushi har sai nayi ruwa sosai.
Daya
gama jiqa man gindi ya tabbatar na jiqe sosai kuma a
buqace nake, cikin iya sarrafa mace sai ya tura yatsan shi
cikin gindina, ya zaro yatsan ya qara maidawa. Ya
cigaba da
tura man yatsa dadi na ratsa ni, a hankali ya qara
wani
yatsan suka zama yatsu biyu, haka ya cigaba da soka man
yatsu cikin gindi ina ta lumshe idanu ina nishi, yayin
da dadi
ke ratsa dukkan jikina.
Mun kwashe mintuna da dama a haka, hannuna na
bisa burar shi ina luliyata ina shafawa, yayin da bakin shi
ke
aikin sumbatar duk illahirin fuskata har zuwa kan
dokin
wuyana, hannun shi daya kan nonuwana yana
matsar su, yayin da dayan hannun ke can qasa cikin gindina
yatsu na
shiga da fita tamkar turmi da tabarya. Har naji zan
kawo na
kankame Lukman tare da kuwwa, na kawo ruwa
sosai na bata ma Lukman hannu tare da siket dina da kujerar
motata. Jikina yayi sanyi na kwanta bisa kujerar mota
ina
maida numfashi tare da kallon Lukman wanda ke
murmushin jindadin ganin ya gamsar dani.
Bayan hankalina ya dawo jikina nace masa “naji dadi sosai
kuma nagode, zanso inji burar ka cikin gindina kuma.
Zan
kiraka har gida idan na samu dama” “Aunty na meye
kuma
na godiya bayan aikina ne jiyar dake dadi” ya amsa. Nayi
murmushi tare da bude jakata, na ciro kudi dubu 10
na
bashi, nace “kayi amfani da wannan wajen zuwa
gidana idan
na kiraka, cikin satinnan nake so ka cini, zan kiraka dana
samu dama” ya amsa tare da godiya. Mu kayi sallama
ya
fita, naja motata sai gida.
[7:27am, 28/12/2016] gentle boy: Na iso gida cikin
jindadi, yau na samu namiji yayi wasa dani, ya shafa man
nonuwa
ya matse su yanda ya kamata, ya tsotsi baki na kuma
ya sa
na fitar da ruwa daga gindina sosai. Cike da farinciki
na zauna a wannan ranar, har dare yayi maigida ya
dawo.
Kamar kullum yaci abinci, muka kimtsa aka nufi gado.
Na
bashi baya kamar yanda yake buqata ban neme shi
ba yanda na saba, can naji yace “Sumy fushi kike dani
ne?” “Aa
me ka gani ne?” Na amsa. Yace “yau ko hira bamu yi,
baki
matsowa kusa dani mu rungumi juna?” Nayi
murmushi nace “ai naga kamar baka so ne ni kuma bana son takura
maka”
yace “Zo babynah, matso kusa dani”. Na fuskance shi
tare
da dora kaina bisa kirjin shi, a hankali naji yasa hannu
yana shafa man gadon bayana, yayi qasa har kan duwawu
na
yana matsa su daya bayan daya.
Abinka da mai saurin sha’awa nan da nan naji
hankalina ya
tashi ina buqatar ci, nakai hannu na fara shafa burar sa, ta
miqe cur kamar zakara zai yi dambe. A hankali ya
jawo ni
bisa jikin shi, muka kwanta ina sama yana qasa, bai
gushe
ba yana ta mulmula duwawuna yana sa hannun sa tsakanin
su yana shafo gindina ta qasan su. Lokaci kadan naji
ya
dage rigar bacci na ya bude kafafuna, ya kamo burar
shi ta
qasa ya soka man cikin gindi. Da yake gindin a jiqe yaqe
ruwa tako ina, sai burar ta shige ‘suluf’ naji ya cika ni
dam!
Ya dora hannuwanshi biyu kan duwawuna, ya fara
gwatso a
hankali ina nishin jindadi. Na rufe ido ina jin shiga da fitar
burar shi a cikin gindina, a hankali naji sautin shiga da
fitar
nata qaruwa, yana ta qara qarfin shigar da fitar. Nima
naji
jikina ya fara amsawa, dadi nata ratsa ni ta ko ina, na fara
sakewa ina nishi “ash” “ah”. Ana cikin haka naji yayi
gurnani,
sai naji ‘tsul tsul’ ya cika ni da ruwa, nan take yayi
sharaf,
ya daina gwatson. Ya samu tashi gamsuwar, ba tare da
duba tawa buqatar ba ya tsaya, nayi kwance bisa
kirjin shi
cikin takaicin jin burarshi dake cikin gindina tana
kwanciya a
hankali har ta fito ‘suluf’ da kanta. Ba a jima ba ya fara bacci, a raina nayi dariya na
sauka na
koma gefe, nayi amfani da yatsuna biyu na qarasa
gamsar
da kaina tare da tunanin burar Lukman, sannan na
samu yin bacci.
Kamar kullum, yauma ina zaune a falo ina tunanin
yaushe
zanji burar Lukman cikin gindina, gashi dai ina kiranshi
a
waya, saboda na hana shi kirana a waya saboda gudun
matsala. Duk sanda nake son magana dashi na kan
kira
lambarshi muyi hirar mu ta batsa, yana rikitani sosai
har sai
na jiqa gindina da ruwa sannan muke haqura da wayar.
Yau asabar, yara suna gidan kakkaninsu sai dare
zanje in
dauko su, maigida kuma bai gari yayi tafiya akan
harkar
business dinshi. Na jawo wayata na rangada ma Lukman
kira, ya amsa tare da fadin “sahibata” nace “uhmm
makullin
farin cikina” muka gaisa sannan nace mashi
“sha’awar ka
nake dan samari” yace “to ai duk sanda kike so ni naki ne,
miqo nonuwan nan in tsotsa” nace “gasu nan naka
ne” yace
“uhmm taushi ga dadi” ya cigaba da motsa bakin shi
tamkar
yana tsotsan nonon a gaske, naji yasa nonuwan sun miqe
suna qaiqayi, nace “wash, baby kana ruda ni fa” yace
“dan
ma ban taba gindin ba? Bari in sa hannuna inyi wasa
dashi,
yauwa ina shafa shi, ga hannuna nan cikin gindin ki ina cinki
dashi, uhmm” naji gindina ya fara motsi ruwa ya fara
kawo
man har na jiqe a zaune, nace “ah! Luk dadi nake ji,
yau ina
son in ji burar ka cikin gindina fa, kazo gidana”, yace “toh
shikenan dama na dade ina jiran wannan ranar ai” na
bashi
kwatancen gidan, nace in yazo ya man waya kafin ya
shigo,
muka tsara komai akan zaizo wajen qarfe biyun rana. Muka yi sallama na aje wayata ina tunanin irin cin da
zansha yau, domin yau so nake ya cini kamar bazai
daina
ba. Na koma nayi yan aikace aikace na, na shirya
tsab! Na
tsara kwalliya ina jiran zuwan Lukman. Qarfe biyu da minti biyar naji wayata tayi ringing, na
duba
naga Lukman ne ke kirana, na amsa wayar, ya sanar
dani
gashi nan qofar gida, nace ya shigo. Ina zaune ban
motsa ba daga inda nake, yayi sallama ya shigo har falo.
Kamshin
turaren shi ya bugi hancina, kamar yanda na ganshi
kwanaki
cikin qananan kaya, yau ma kananan kaya ya saka.
Nayi murmushi tare da mashi sannu da zuwa, ya zauna a
falo
muka gaisa, na kawo mashi abinci da lemo, saboda
bana
son ya fara cina ya tsaya saboda kishin ruwa ko
yunwa. Sai da yaci yayi hani’an, sannan nace mashi “yayadai,
mu
shiga daga ciki?” Yace “shiga gaba muje”. Na tashi na
kulle
qofar falo sannan nace muje, na shiga gaba ina tafiya
ina rausaya tare da karkada duwawu yanda zan kara jan
hankalinshi, ashe naja hankalin kuwa, daidai zan
shiga dakin
naji hannun shi bisa duwawuna ya kai masu cafka,
ban juya
ba na cigaba da karkada mashi su ina tafiya har muka isa
bakin gado.
Muka rungume juna a tsaye bakin gado, ya manna
man
bakin shi bisa baki na, ya tura harshen sa cikin baki
yana tsotsan harshena, ya fara shafa gadon bayana da
hannun
shi, a hankali yana shafa bayana yana saukar da
hannun shi
qasa har ya cafko duwawuna, ya yamutsa su, ya
murza, ya fara shafawa yana matsa su. Nasa hannu na ina shafa
saman wandon shi, naji burar shi ta miqe sai motsi
take
kamar maciji. Ya maido hannun shi daya bisa qirji na
ya bar
dayan kan duwawu na, ya fara matsa nonuwana cikin
kwarewa yana shafasu ta saman riga.
Gindina ma ba a barshi a baya ba, ya fara jiqewa yana
tsatsafo da ruwa, na fara matse kafafu ina neman
agaji a
ciki. Muna cikin haka naji ban iya haqura na matsu, kawai
na tura Lukman bisa gado na haye saman ruwan cikin
shi
na qara manna mashi baki.
Yasa hannu ya bude man zif din riga, ya cire rigata,
nima na cire masa riga tare da kwance belt dinsa, na gama
cire
mashi wando, sai ya fizgo ni ya juya ni na koma nice a
kasa
shine a sama. Yaja siket dina qasa, dama ban sa pant
ba saboda nasan babu buqatar shi a yau. Muka kwanta
yana
sama ina qasa babu kaya jikin mu, ya fara lashe man
wuya
yana sumbatar jikina, ya gangaro bisa nonuwa na,
yasa bakin shi bisa kan nono na ya fara tsotsa, jikina ya
fara
rawa, dadi na ratsa ni. Ya cigaba da tsotsan
nonuwana daya
bayan daya, na fara nishi ina cewa “ah” ash” “wash”.
Yaro masanin sarrafa mace ya cigaba da sarrafa jikina yana
shafa duk illahirin jikina yayin da bakin shi ke tsotsan
nonuwa na, can qasa kuwa gindina yana ta ambaliya
duk na
jiqa zanin gado. Sai naji ya daina tsotsan nonuwa na, a
hankali ya fara gangarawa qasa yana sumbatar cikina har ya
kai bisa gindina. Ya busa man iskar bakin shi a
gindina, naji
wani irin shokin har cikin kwanyata. Yasa harshen sa
bisa
belin gindina, ya fara tsotsan shi, wayyo! Bazan iya misalta duniyar dana tafi ba, dan ni dai
kawai naji
ina ihu, na sa hannuwa na riqe kan Lukman gam gam
a
tsakiyar kafafuna. Can naji ya daina tsotsa, ya tura
harshen sa cikin ramin gindina ya tsotsi ruwan gindin, ya zuba
ruwan
bisa gindina ya sake komawa kan belin gindina ya
cigaba da
tsotsa, yayin da ya tura yatsun shi cikin gindina yana
kwakule ramina, ya cigaba da wasa da yatsun kamar yana
qoqarin kamo kifi a ciki. Hmm!
Maganar duniyar da nake ciki kam basai nayi bayani
ba dan
nima ban san inda na tafi ba. Ya cigaba da luguiguita
gindina na tsawon wani lokaci, can naji cikina ya qulle, na
fara kyarma, abin yazo kenan. Na matse kan Lukman
tsakiyar cinyoyina na cigaba da kyarma ina kuwwar
dadi,
gindina ya cigaba da ambaliya ya feso ruwa kamar
daga pampo. Sai da na kawo sosai naji na gamsu sannan na
saki
cinyoyina, Lukman ya fiddo kanshi fuskar shi jiqe
jagab da
ruwan gindina, tamkar yayi nitso a cikin bokitin ruwa.
Nayi dariya tare da jawo zani, na goge mashi fuska, ban
qarasa
goge fuskar ba na koma sharaf na kwanta bisa gado
jikina
duk ya mutu.
Lukman ya kwanta gefena yana fuskantata yayin da nake
kallon silin cike da annashuwa. Na juya gefen shi na
kalle
shi, yayi man murmushi na mayar masa. “Har yanzu
fa
banji irin dadi burar shi a cikin gindina bafa” nace a raina,
na kalli burar naga kan kaciyar yayi jazur harda ruwa
take
fitarwa me maski. Nasa hannu na shafa burar, na
murzata,
naga ya lumshe ido yace “ohhhhhh”. Na cigaba da murzata
ina wasa da ita har zuwa lokacin daya tashi zaune, ya
kalle
ni yace “kin shirya?” Nace “na shirya me?” Yace “doki
zamu
hau, sukuwa zamuyi” nayi murmushi nace “ai ni ina bisa
dokin, kai nake jira”. Yayi wuf ya haye bisa ni, ya dora
bakin shi bisa nonona, ya fara tsotsa, yasa hannu ya
riqe
burarshi yana shafa man ita bisa gindina a hankali,
naji na sake rikicewa gindina ya sake jiqewa, ina buqatar ci
sosai.
Nace mashi “ya kake ta yi man kwalele ne, ka tura
man
burar mana, kasan ita nake buqata masoyi” bai
amsani ba ya cigaba da shafa man burar akan gindi, can naji ya
fara
turawa a hankali, ya tura burar shi har saida ta nutse
lutsum cikin gindina.
Burar Lukman tana da girma, domin ji nayi ta cikani
tap! Bata bar fili ba ko kadan, gindina ya cika tap! Da burar
Lukman, a hankali ya fara gwatso, yayin da yake
sumbatar
wuyana, yana wasa dani. Can qasa Lukman ya dage
yana
shiga fita, gindina sai amsawa yake Luk! Luk! Luk! Qarar
Lunkumewar burar Lukman cikin gindina. Wayyo!
Garin dadi
na nesa angulu ta leqa masai, wadda bata samu
maciyi ba
bata more ba, dadi ne bazan iya misaltawa ba, Lukman
gwatso yake yana cina sosai, nida shi muna ta
gurnani da
ihun dadi, zufa na tsatsafo mana tako ina.
Wayyo! Can naji cikina ya sake daurewa, haba sai na
qanqame Lukman inata ambaliyar ruwa, shima sai naji yana
gurnani yana qara gwatso da qarfi, sai naji dumi, ya
malalar
da ruwan burar shi lita kan lita cikin gindina, yayin da
nima
ba a barni a baya ba wajen fitar da ruwan. Da muka kawo
sosai kowa ya zubar da ruwa me isar shi, sai ya
sauko ya
kwanta gefena muna kallon silin muna ta haki.
Bayan wasu yan mintoci sai Lukman ya juyo ya
fuskance ni, ya dora hannun sa bisa qugu na, ya shafa duwawu na
ya
sumbace ni a baki. Nayi murmushi na miqa hannu
domin
shafa burar shi inji ko zan iya tada ta dan ban qoshi da
ita ba. Ga mamakina sai naji ta tsaye cur! A miqe har
tana
neman tafi da tsawo, na murza kan kaciyar nace
“baka
gajiya ne” yace “indai ina kallon ki ai babu maganar
gajiya” naji dadi ya ratsa ni, abun nema ya samu me neman
kuka
an hada mashi da bugu, gani da sha’awa kuma
mabuqaciya
na hadu da wanda bai gajiya.
Lukman ya zagayo da hannunshi dake bisa qugu na, ya
sakko dashi bisa duwawuna, ya gangara ta tsakiyar
duwawuna ya shafo gindina, haba kamar jira yake a
taba
shi, kawai sai ya fara motsi sabon ruwa ya taru har
zan fara diga. Nayi sauri na tashi zaune, na buga goho na juya
ma
Lukman duwawuna yanda zaiga gindin da kyau, nace
mashi
“masoyi hau doki kayi sukuwa”. Nan da nan ya miqe
ta baya ya karkace qugu ya soka man bura, nayi ihun dadi.
Yaro ya
cigaba da buga gwatso cikin gindina ta baya, kamar
doki
haka yake zankada man bura “pat” “pat” “pat” qarar
haduwar cinyoyinsa da duwawuna. Hmm matar Lukman ta
more, yanda yake caka man bura kamar
mayunwacin zaki
yaga nama.
Muka kwashe mintuna sama da ashirin yana labta
man bura ina tsuwar dadi, jikina ya fara kyarma, naga wani
haske ya
ratsani sai duhu kamar an dauke wutar nepa, na
daina
ganin komai, a haka naji ya kwarara man ruwan
burar shi. Daganan ban san ya akayi ba, ni dai na dawo
hayyacina, na
ganni a kwance nayi goho duwawu na kallon silin,
Lukman
kuma na can gefe yana maida numfashi. Lallai na ciyu
nace a raina.
[7:27am, 28/12/2016] gentle boy: Bayan Lukman ya
man ci
na fitar hankali, style kala-kala babu wanda bamu
taba ba
har sai da naji kamar zan bar duniya tsabar ciyuwa. Sai
muka kimtsa, muka ci abinci, na kwaso turaruka da
wata
agogo dana siyo me kyau domin inba maigida amma
tunda
ga masoyi ai yafi shi cancanta, na hada da kudi naba Lukman nace mashi kayi maneji da wannan, zan kira
ka nan
bada jimawa, irin wannan cin da kayi man yanzu aka
fara
shi sai munga abinda ya ture ma buzu nadi.
Na raka Lukman har qofar gida mu kayi sallama ya tafi na
dawo gida. Ina tafiya ina jin manniyin da Lukman ya
zuba
man cikin gindina yana gangarowa a kan cinyoyina,
ruwane
ke gangarowa duk da nayi wanka amma yawan manniyin da
gindina ya kwasa bai gama zubowa ba.
Daga wannan rana ban qara takura ma baban Khalifa
ba,
idan yaga dama yaci, idan yaga dama kar yaci, ni dai
ko yaushe ya buqaceni zan gwale mai yayi tashi bajintar
ya
kauce domin nasan ina da gwarzo Lukman a gefe,
duk Lokacin da dama ta samu na kan kirashi yazo mu huta
mu shaqata yaci har sai mun gaji sannan ya tafi, yan
alheri da
kyautatawa ina mashi domin sune dankon soyayya.
ga Mata masu buqatan irin na sumaiyya zasu iya kiran